today had been the fucking definition of frustrating. earlier today at the gay ass awards ceremony i didnt expect any awards at all... except in medical. yeah i dont make the best fucking grades yeah i'm not the politest of people... but for fuck sake folks... who was the one that drove every other fucking day to sams to support that stupid ass fucking candy sale bull shit?!!? ME!! who was the one who stayed after school EVERY fucking day to sell the fucking candy ME!! who asked for nothing in re-fucking-turn ME... and that bitch doesnt give me anyfucking thing... i never even got a thank you. im in the library cause i didnt want to go to math cause the people in there make me homocidal when im not pissed off, and today one of them would have wound up with a pen in their eye. i went down to the techs to get my fucking peice of shit computer fixed so that i dont have to pay a million fucking dollars get the piece of shit fixed over the summer. and that little bitch that was a senior last year is a fucking bitch. i was telling her what all was wrong with my computer and she told me to loose the attitude and i told her to fix my computer and i'll fucking never look at her again. i hate this fucking computer. it used to screem for its fucking life... they wouldent fix it... the fucking batter latch was broken... the didnt fix it... it had body damage over last summer they didnt fix it.. and when i'm down there they have the nerve to tell me that "there is no way that a computer would have walked out of that office that way" well fuck me silly... i have every reason to belive that right! i mean all that they've done for me in the past. dumb mother fuckers... i hope that they all fucking get nut cancer and have to watch their balls get cut off and shoved down their throat... i mean its the only way. so they are bastards and they told me that i have to got talk to mr wall... great... im looking so forward to it.

fuck it all im out
-Risa

P.S. thanks mo... for the award thing... you seem to be the only one who thinks i deserve one